Is this a mistake?

Sometimes it gets to my head how much care of me you take holding my hand at every step those little things you do for my sake. Often I…

Is this a mistake?
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Sometimes it gets to my head
how much care of me you take
holding my hand at every step
those little things you do for my sake.
Often I take your presence for granted
forget your love to appreciate
believe that life has lost its spice
that you aren’t the best I can get.

But I forget

That it’s you who knows me so well
every cranny, every niche of my soul
it’s you who gives life meaning,
it’s you who makes me whole.
I forget how you make me feel
thinking life’s better than just this
look for happiness elsewhere
when with you, I had a world of bliss.

Would I regret

Giving up all we have
for an adventure, someone brand new;
a life and world unfamiliar,
a never-seen-before view?
My heart, I hear it screaming
to hold on, stay put
but this nagging voice inside my head says
I might find someone with a better outlook.

What do I do?

Do I hold on when I’d rather let go
or do I let go while wanting otherwise
do I settle for whatever you give me
or find someone else to hear my cries?
Do I build a new future
erasing all the joy of the past
or do I fight tooth and nail
to make everything we have last?

If only this choice were easy…


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